RANTS.

I'm SO sorry my people.
This post is gonna be so long, grumpy, naggy, angry & whatever you call it.
Cos' I'M GONNA RANTTTTTT.
I really can't hold it in any further. It's getting in my way.
Recently, I've got SO MUCH SHIT TO HANDLE. 
Life ain't always smooth-sailing. However, this is really urghhhh.
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P/S: If you think a rant is gonna be a goodygoody language, just press the 'x' at the top of the page.

RANT #1: Yes, I'm small.
But fuck no. You don't bully me k. Doesn't mean I keep quiet, you pass me all the work & claim the credit. I have my own limits. & no, you dgaf if people treat you well. Because a fucking two-faced bitch like you talk about your own claimed-to-be friendsforlife & bitch behind her. It's not that nobody knows. It's just that we dw to disappoint your nice friend who has NEVER say anything bad bout you. Trust you to badmouth her. You better reflect. Don't know how? Take a mirror. If no mirror, go to the longkang there see. & EVERYONE IS NOTHING W/OUT THEIR MOTHER LAH. LIKE YOU'RE STH W/OUT YOUR MUM. NO MUM; NO YOU. 

RANT #2: Cup is Half-Full
Yes, you always look at the cup half-full & not half-empty.
But you know your calculations. If it is 30%, it's not half. So, the cup is more than half-empty.
And if you're biased in the first place, don't try reasoning w/ me. Seriously. If you're biased, whatever I do will never be as good as him/ her. Tell me earlier in future so I don't have to strive so hard. I won't be as good as him/ her anyway. So, there's no point right? Okay. Move on! ;) I shall not take it to heart. Maybe your mood wasn't good. But what you did/ say seriously affected others' day.

RANT #3: False hopes.
This is the 'in' thing nowadays eh?
'I'll be there, just a call. Or even a text' fuck this shit lah.
ACTIONS ARE LOUDER THAN WORDS. 
EMPTY VESSELS ARE USELESS.
If you don't have the intention to commit, keep such promises to yourself. Don't raise someone's hopes up high & drop it all the way down from the 39769086325800 level. Don't say just because you feel like. SAY BECAUSE YOU DO MEAN IT. 
& the person you broke the commitment to is gonna probably ponder what he/ she has done that you 'left' out of a sudden. But the fact was, you were never there. You never meant the things you say. You merely said it because you think it will make you look good. Or whatsoever reason.
Sometimes, you did it to give someone hope. But when you don't keep up to it, it's false hopes.
& that sucks, BIG TIME.

The Holidays

I'm sorry for not updating. But here it goes..

Have been really busy at work nowadays. But ofc, I took time to party. And I got to say, YH's chalet was rather fun! Though I only stayed for a night, it was still rather enjoyable it's like a bonding with each other. AHAHA. I'm too lazy to upload the photos here cos' apparently, there is waaaay too much photos to upload. So sorry. But you could go to my facebook ;) 

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And anyways, I just thought this is my diary so I shall post anything that I feel happy or upset about. Not today perhaps. But if it's going to be about you, don't be offended. Because it's what I feel. If you can't accept anything negative about yourself, I think, you should. Cos' no one is perfect. Neither am I. All of us are humans, we make mistakes. That's why there is human error. I'm not judging you, I'm just judging my feelings towards you. Sometimes, it's just me feeling a certain way so sometimes I only have myself to blame. There's a difference. So, accept it and face it. I'm impatient, insecure, short-tempered & easily annoyed. 

See? I'm serious. I have my flaws. You're not that perfect either. So, just face it. Like, deal with it. 

Personally dislike indirect tweets/mentions/status. ESPECIALLY FRIENDS. Like, fuck hell. As friends we're suppose to be honest and clarify with each other. Just send a text starting with 'Honestlyy, ..............' And whatever you want to say afterwards. Simple. I got to go rescue a friend now, so bye.